Chapter 118
Rygan was unapologetic with his thrusts; he could barely contain the groan that escaped his lips with every push into her entrance.
The moment he felt her aching walls around his c**k, it was like an eternal deal, and his heart and soul were signed over to her. “Elise, hngh, you feel amazing!” He moaned with each thrust into her c**t; they were like animals in a crazy rut, their scents mixed in the heated room, and their pleasure on a heated high.
Elise moaned, straddling him while she rode him; their scents were hard, bitcy, and needy for each other. Elise whimpered when she felt his c**k shove deeper into her walls. She cried in ecstasy as her fingers scraped his skin.
He watched her breasts bob with each thrust, his body hungry for her. She arched her neck forward, taking her right nipple into his mouth. One tethered bite to her sensitive buds made Elise moan out.
His thrusts became erratic as he felt himself getting bigger just from the sound of the moans she was making.
Rygan was relentless with his speed, pushing until Elise was bent on all fours, and now he was on top of her, legs spread wide, giving better access as his member hit deeper into her core, making the third release of her climax loud and powerful.
This time Elise was well spent from Rygan’s thrusts; she felt her eyelids grow heavy as she tucked herself close to his body, breathing in his scent. A part of her hadn’t yet registered what she’d done with him, not until she woke up hours later.Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.
The clattering winds shaking the windows woke him up, but even as windy as it was, Elise had expected to feel the wicked cold on her skin but instead felt warmth.
She could feel something sleek and warm between her legs. She looked back to feel something buried deep inside her.
She turned her head to the side, her eyes widening in response to the scene in front of her and the fact that Rygan’s c**k was buried deep in her sex. She recalled what her wolf had started and what she had finished. She had slept with Rygan.
Her first thoughts had gone to Hayden as her body quivered from the mortification of her betrayal: how could she do this to him, why did she still feel this way, and was it possible to feel something for both males? Now she didn’t want to think of it,
She pushed away from Rygan’s hold until her back met the corner of the f**st wall away from Rygan. It wasn’t long until he stirred awake. The moment he felt the warm and soft skin gone from his hold, he opened his eyes, where he heard sniffles from the curve of the room.
All sense of sleep cleared immediately after he heard Elise’s voice whimpering. “El-”
“No, don’t come any closer,” she begged. “I know this wasn’t your fault; I asked for it, but that doesn’t make me feel any better. Why? After all, I’ve done to forget you; after everything, after I had another man in my life and vowed to start again, my wolf still yearns for you,” she cried.
“Elise, for the past three years that have passed, I have thought of no one but you; I was a ruined male; I could barely sleep for those years you were gone; it isn’t a coincidence we were meant to meet again; a part of me still felt we were alive.”
“No-we are toxic to each other; anywhere we are, bad things tend to happen. Can’t you see Rygan? We do not want to be.”
“Shhh, no destiny or deity can stop me from feeling this way,” he muttered. He had reached where she sat, his palm cupping her cheeks and bringing her gaze to him. “You are my life, Elise, you and Ethan, and I have never once stopped loving you; please give me the chance to make it alright.”
“I cannot do that, Hayden; after all, he’s done for me; this is just a phase of lust.”
“You know it in your heart, and your wolf knows it too; this is so much more than lust; I never felt this way for anyone.”
“But you did for Alana,” she countered.
“Elise..”
“Because of Alvira’s love for you, she killed her sister, and Kaide helped cover it up,” she said to Rygan. His eyes grew cold when he recalled what Alvira and Kaide had done, but his heart broke with what it meant.
“And I will kill them both for what they have done; I was s**d to show mercy,” but Elise shook her head. She didn’t want him to make a promise he might not keep, especially since they were his childhood friends and family.
“Now she wants to harm my boy because of the history we have; can’t you see? We are not supposed to be together.”
“Don’t say that, Elise,” he argued. He could accept that he’d been betrayed and be ready to let those demons suffer once he got his hands on them. But one thing he couldn’t let go of was Elise. Last night with her proved what he’d known for years: their bond was like an imprint on their souls; it was all he needed to know she was his fated mate, and his wolf felt it too.
“You are my fated Elise; there can be no one but you. Reject me now, and I cannot live another day without you by my side, Elise, please.” He begged, laying himself and his heart bare, that it be hers to rip out or mend.
Hot tears fell from his eyes-tears that shocked her, tears of the most fearsome alpha pleading for her love. Yeah, she felt that pull, but she couldn’t do it; she couldn’t betray Hayden. Even though he kept secrets from her and breathed her, she wanted to meet him clearly; she couldn’t ruin something so good for her.
What she felt for Hayden was love, or a bond formed from the security she felt. No, she loved him. But was she in love with him?
“Rygan..”
“Just until we find Ethan, I want to be with you till then, and when he is in your arms, I will let you both go; I will let you be with him, but for now, Elise, I cannot bear to breathe when you are not near. I love you; I always have, even when we were apart,” he said.
“You will learn not to love me; it will pass,” she said, saying those words that felt like an edged knife to his heart.
She stood up, taking the small quilt covering her body, leaving his kneeling frame that stared blankly at the empty corner where she once sat.
But it was a heavy burden for Elise; she couldn’t leave everything she’d known-Hayden, her people from Rygan-what would people think? Why was she even thinking so much about this insane thing?
Her plan was for revenge; a sick part of her wanted to make Rygan feel remorse for what he’d missed and what he fought too late for, but she knew his heart and mind were played with by Alvira to the edge of madness.
She had heard about the mad killings he made because he thought humans had killed her, and his love was never-ending. She thought her revenge would be a clean sweep. But now it is different. Complicated.
Her plan after getting her son was to leave him broken, but why did she feel this way? Why had her heart begun beating for this beast again?
Just why is that feeling she buried deep all coming back