Chapter 132
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She also disappeared for almost three years and then we meet again only for her to say that we are done? Damn it! I waited too long. I’ve been regretting it for so long that I wish I didn’t think about Hershey anymore, I wish it wasn’t like this. Hope and I would never have been apart.
You know the most painful goodbye? That’s what your ears haven’t heard but your heart can already feel.
Are we really hopeless? Is that all there is to it? Will he simply finish what we started?
Why is it easy for her to say such words?
It’s like I couldn’t make her happy before? Why is it necessary to reach Divorce?
Just because I thought I still loved my ex wife? Will she just leave me?
It was very unfair. She entered my life, she disturbed my quiet world. Then she suddenly wants to leave me hanging?
“What did you say?” I asked coldly. I held her by the wrist. I feel the blood rushing to my head.
For several years I suffered from her sudden departure. For several years I endured not being able to be with her and be by her side day or night. Then what I hear from her is just this sick?
“Let’s separate, I’ll file for Divorce. Let’s end this nonsense. Like I told you before, I don’t want to play games with you.” she said in a cold voice.
“I can’t agree to what you want to happen, Hope. I’ve been suffering for three years waiting for you, maybe you’ll come back, maybe you’ll care and realize you’re the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. You’ll be my mother of my children. And most of all, let’s fix it. I’ve been dreaming of her for a long time I can’t stand it anymore. I don’t want to lose you. I can’t sleep well, how are you? my long litany. She looked away.
“You think we can fix this?” she responded without emotion. Even though I look like a fool in her eyes for begging her to come back to me, I don’t care. I want to build our family. Dryce and Yohann need her. I need her.
“Yes, we can fix it. If you want.” I promise seriously. She shook her head.
“Not anymore, Yuan. You’re wrong. We can’t fix the thing that’s already broken. It’ll still leave a deep rift no matter what we fix. Because it’s already started.” she said in a sad voice.
“Why? Don’t you want me anymore? Who do you love? The one with your child?” I asked curiously. It seems like cold water was poured on me with my own question. You thought someone was stabbing me again and again because of that.
“No. Don’t involve Luigi in this. He’s out of our conversation.” he said in a serious voice. My heart skipped a beat when I heard it. That’s why that man seems familiar to me. By the way, Luigi Sanchez is one of the most famous Billionaires in the world. It’s not like I’m in China anymore. Luigi is richer than we are.
My ego seems to have been overwhelmed by what I found out. I laughed as my forehead fell. Tears welled up in my eyes. I haven’t even started the fight yet but it looks like I’m losing, right now.
“In that case, it’s him. Or, if that’s what you want. I’ll let you go. Even if it hurts, even if I don’t want to and even if it’s hard for me to forget you. As long as you make me happy, even if it hurts me. I’ll let you go. Wish I’m not the one with you. I’m sorry if I wasn’t enough. I’m not perfect everything to be worthy of you. I loved you every second we were together. Not because you were the one by my side and that’s the truth .” I smiled sadly. A smile that didn’t reach the eyes. A smile I know breaks hearts.
“Hmm..” That was Hope’s only answer.
“Maybe we just met. But we weren’t destined. I did everything. Just to stand by what we started. I didn’t think it was a pity that we just started.. It will also end with the word end . Goodbye.” I added sadly as I walked away. Little by little I feel my knee getting weaker. I was punched in the chest several times. It really hurts to love. I thought it was a blessing, it was just a taste of destiny.
To people who love too much. Stay for yourselves, that way if they ever leave your life. You will be able to rise again from the fall.
I just smiled even though deep inside I was so crushed. I got in my car and drove to the Euro Oblivion Bar.
The bouncer immediately recognized me and smiled. I am one of the owners of this Bar. So the bouncer already knows me.
I ordered a newly released wine. The strength of the right was triple. I want to get drunk so I can sleep well. I just texted my friends who are members of the Dark Deimos Society that I already left and headed here. I’m sure they will be finished as soon as possible. I don’t want to stay there.
“Hi, is that you Yuan?” I heard a sweet voice beside me. I looked at it as I drank Triple X wine.
“Hmm?” I will reply sparingly. She smirked.
“What is that? You forgot about me right away.” he laughs. I frowned at how cute it was. What I don’t like most of all is a girl like this if she acts in front of me. She looks like a Goddess but not my type. I still prefer Hope’s demureness. Damn it! I remembered her. This is a command. It seems like it will take me a long time to move on. Sh*t!
“I don’t know you, can you please leave me alone?” I said coldly. She seemed to be offended by what I said. She flipped her bangs then sighed.
“I’m Erica, remember me?” she said in a lively voice. Can’t he really understand that I want to be alone? I immediately stood up and left her there. I hate her guts. Women take note. Obviously I don’t want to talk.